::::My 5th AnniverSary::::

Dlm sedar n x, on 28 feb 2010 ni, phubungan two of us already 5th years... thanks to Allah.. amin... n i hope our relationship is last 4ever... always love my b seperti seadanya... n i love him becoz of himself n not becoz what he have~

always love him much~ suda adat dlm perhubungan, ada pasang surutnya, n salah seorang mmg kena mengalah... ya lah, klu 1 suda jd api, yg 1 plak kena la jd air kan??!.. n my boo allways be "water" for me... coz, im the fire.... hehehe... 

Lelaki, mmg kdg kala susah utk kita mbaca hatinya.. kdg2 kita ragu2 utk melihat kasih sygnya... walhal, dlm hatinya, dia mmg menyayangi kita.. tp mereka xtunjukkan kpd perempuan.. itulah namanya lelaki, xsama mcm perempuan, yg mgkin, sntiasa menunjukkan kasih sygnya kpd org yg dicintainya.... apapun, i know, my boo always love me... wpun kdg kala tingkah lakunya menyakitkan hatiku... hehehe... tp, seperti yg kita ketahui, xdanya "mr perfect".... coz, nobody is perfect.. belajarla menerima kenyataan.... ;p... 

kita kena mensyukuri apa yg kita ada... belajar untuk menyintai org yg menyayangi kita sepenuh hati.. jgn dikejar org yg kita syg, tp kejarlah org yg menyayangi kita, kerana org yg kita syg itu blm tentu menyayangi diri kita... tetapi, org yg menyayangi kita itulah, org yg blh menerima diri kita seadanya.... that's my opinion... coz, i didnt say it if i xmengalaminya.. i berkata mengikut pengalaman saya... dan Alhamdulillah, im hepi with my boo now~ 

thanks to all my family n frens yg sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan kami... amin... semoga perhubungan ini kekal ke akhir hayat~~

 

kdg2, bila difikirkan blik,tdk disangka jg perkenalan yg tdk disengajakan, blh mbuahkan bibit2 cinta~ dan melahirkan rasa syg yg amat mendalam... coz, perkenalan kmi sgt unik sekali... hanya Allah yg tahu... dan i know, my closet fren know about it~

n thanks to my boo coz give me a second chance to be a princess in your heart~~ really appriciate it.. n semua ini ada hikmahnya... dan takdir menentukan segalanya...... i promise to love u 4ever, selagi diriku msih bernafas~

pelbagai onak duri n cabaran yg kita tempuhi dlm menjalani hidup ini... pengalaman mengajar kita utk mjd lebih matang n kuat utk menempuh hari2 mendatang.... smua yg berlaku ada hikmahnya... semoga perhubungan ini berakhir ke jinjang pelamin dgn restu keluarga dan rahmat dr-NYA....  I LOVE U so much b...

:::::LoVe:::::

 

Who Loves u?? of course yourself must love u more~ then, your family? n your beloved couple, right?? also your fren...

for me,  i know, my family really loves me so much.. today, 06 feb 2010, genap 1bulan, aku xblik kg.. really miss my family so much... hukhuk... i promise, i 'm go back to my village, if all my problem is settle... i know, all of u is waiting for me.. specially ayie,... hehe.. i know, ayie is waiting my her key-chain that i bought from Kuching.. sorry dear... hehee.. just wait 4 me, coz i already buy that thing 4 u.. specially 4 u~ n of course, abah, bibik, pkcik n mkcik gu is waiting for us.. me, my boo n k.ija~ long time no go back~ hehehe... just waiting for us ya... actually we also miss to mkn2 ramai2... warhgggg... terasa mo menangis, bila mengenangkan nya...

i love my family bcoz, their is very sproting n love us much~apapun conflict yg melanda keluargaku, tp keluargaku ttp mjd keutamaan ku... want to go to pantai again.. if i have much money, i want to bw all of them to holiday in some place that their like it... that is my dreams.. Insyaallah.. amin.,...

Friends

Zaman skg ni, masih ada lg ka angel friend? kwn2 yg sentiasa ada bila kita perlukan? kwn yg akan menyelamatkan kita bila kita ditimpa bencana? dan kwn2 yg blh bersama kita bila kita susah? well, mgkin dlm 10 org, ada sorang jak...

but, if diberi pilihan, aku lebih suka kwn2 zaman study, bbnding kwn2 zaman kerja~ ya, mgkin dulu time study, aku perna berselisih faham ngan kwn2ku.. tp still blh connect blik.. still blh jmpa n duduk ketawa semeja.. really miss them so much~ but, not workmate friend.. really not sporting n really make me migrain!!... mayb, dpn ok, but blkg?? hanya Allah yg tahu... 

i know im not a perfect friend.. but, i try do the best to make my all fren happy~ but, at last, aku yg dpt taikkk... really hate kwn talam dua muka..now, im trying not to trust other people... i just want to trust my self... try to ignore all about people life~ i just want to take care about my self, my famly n my true friend... not the "talam dua muka friends" ...

kalau la diberi peluang, ingin saja aku kembali ke zaman study dulu..huhuh.. oh, how i miss my schoolmate n study-mate friends~~ they all very sporting n always make me proud of them~ miss u all guys~ i know u all is my angel friends, right?? cuma mgkn, masa dan keadaan yg menyekat kita smua utk mengenal hati budi antara 1 sama lain.. but i know, kmu smua adalah kwn2 terbaik yg perna aku kenal~

specially my srk st paul school-mate, my sm st paul school mate, teknik likas school-mate n Politeknik Schoolmate.. u all are the best 4 me... i hope our relationship will last forever... love u my BFF...

::::me & my ofis:::::

hye~ that is me~ take a picture during my free time@boring~~ hehehe... actually, wanna look at my make up.. =).. so 'bulat' like watermelon...

that is my pc... wahh, my table is so messy... 

that is my wall, called white board wall... =).. so many paper yap~~ huh.. bkin sakit mata.. but, i tpksa lekat kertas2 tu kat sana, if x, tkut hilang~ daaaa...

::::my niece::::

her name is Azza Farqihah... very closed with me... from baby till now... n now, she really like to stirring my things, specially my make up n my accesories.... n she really like to shouted... hahaha... very angry like tiger.. but, i love her so much.... dont even2 dare to touch her things~ she dont like... she has a beautiful hair... i adore her hair...

now, she is 6 years old... very intelligent girls.. n she really loves her grandma & grandpa... she could not "berpisah" with them... even sblh rmh pun, if u all bw dia tido, confirm, tgh mlm she was crying

 want her grandpa... hahaha.. i dah kena~~ jam 1pg menangis minta grandpa nya....

love Azzah farqihah so much... muahhh,..

 

 

 

::KuDaT Trip 19.12.09::

do u all recognise the pic above??~

now, im telling u about that ya~~ that is a globe map about Simpang Mengayau~~  it situated at tip of borneo.. so, thats y, Simpang mengayau called Tip Of Borneo... terletak d hujung sabah... the beach is so nice... n can make us meditative about that beach~~ 

my Kudat trip is on middle of Dec.. around 19 dec 2009... it is the 2nd time i go there,... mmg sgt kagum dgn keindahan ciptaan-NYA.. alhamdulillah, syukur, coz dpt menikmatinya.. perjalanan yg mengambil masa 3hour from kk, mmg meletihkan, but enjoy that trip so much~ coz, bkn slalu dpt meluangkan masa utk bjln2 dgn family... so, my boo, become our driver n tourist guide, coz my parents in law 1st time pergi sana... n for the next we all planned to stay n camping at Simpang mengayau.. Insyaallah if got time.. 

at persimpangan kudat-kota marudu, we all singgah sekejap at gerai jual kacang2 utk mbeli sedikit bekalan.,.. hehehe... mmg best kat sana, byk jual mkanan specially kacang2 n keropok... mmg sdp~ tasty.. nyum2.. 

 

hihi.. sempat lg bgmbr d gerai kacang2... see, so many kacang2 n keropok to buy, right??!!

n after siap beli mkanan, kmi teruskan pjalanan ke destinasi yg dituju.... wah.. dah lama xpergi sana, terasa amat jauh sekali pjalanan... 

dan oleh kerana perut kmi smua sudah menyanyi, kmi smua singgah mkn d pekan kudat... actually, we all nak mkn sgt nasi goreng ikan masin.... tp yg sedihnya, kmi tmasuk d kedai mamak, so mkn nasi cmpur jak la jawabnya... hehehe... actually, nasi goreng ikan masin d kudat mmg femes.. sedap, hgga menjilat jari.. klu xpercaya, try it la... n after mkn, kmi sempat lg tgk pameran kereta, mmg cntik2 n sporty2 sgguh kereta d pameran tu... tp xbyk sgt gmbr yg kmi ambil.. nk tgk slh 1 keta yg lawa? tp sound xmntap la, cuma tdpt lebih dr 10tv dlm kereta tu, kereta kancil...

 

 

u all c that??!! smpai ke bonet kereta pun ada tv.. hehehe..

n after tu, we all teruskan perjalanan ke simpang mengayau...

  n bila smpai jak d sana, kmi terus jln menuju ke tempat menikmati keindahan pantai...

 

 

 

wahh, bestnya, udara nyaman n segar~

my parent in law~

 

us with grandma~

us~ love n hugs~~

three of us~ only girls~

model of the year~ hehehhe

grandma yg sgguh excited~~ luv u

happy of us... luv u all~~

alai yg cute~

moms n her beloved daughter~

terasa ingin trun ke laut~ tp tkut~~

wahhh, angin tdk lg bertiup sepoi2 bahasa~~ hehehhe

::love, love n love::

::::happy of us.. hope our relationship will last 4ever.. amin..... ::::

 

3 of us..

::::the girls::::

:::uniqe pic::::

::::the Bujang girls::::

:::every body with the globe:::

 ::::posing beramai2::::

::::perjalanan yg jauh::::

::::me n alai yg sempat lg bposing sblm blik:::::

::::our driver... =)::::

::::gud bye Simpang mengayau, nxt time, i will come here again::::

n lps jak dr simpang mengayau, kmi singgah sekejap d tepian pantai....

::::ombak dtg menghempas kmi::::

::::Excited coz kena hempas Ombak::::

::::merenung masa dpn::::

 

:::::happy of us::::

::::model sunset::::

Goodbye Tip Of Borneo, hope dpt dtg lg...

wheeee~~~ very enjoy with the trip.. 

muahhh, love all of u:::

always love,

::::ayu:::::