:::My PaGeS:::

Thursday, February 25, 2010

::::My 5th AnniverSary::::

Dlm sedar n x, on 28 feb 2010 ni, phubungan two of us already 5th years... thanks to Allah.. amin... n i hope our relationship is last 4ever... always love my b seperti seadanya... n i love him becoz of himself n not becoz what he have~


always love him much~ suda adat dlm perhubungan, ada pasang surutnya, n salah seorang mmg kena mengalah... ya lah, klu 1 suda jd api, yg 1 plak kena la jd air kan??!.. n my boo allways be "water" for me... coz, im the fire.... hehehe... 
Lelaki, mmg kdg kala susah utk kita mbaca hatinya.. kdg2 kita ragu2 utk melihat kasih sygnya... walhal, dlm hatinya, dia mmg menyayangi kita.. tp mereka xtunjukkan kpd perempuan.. itulah namanya lelaki, xsama mcm perempuan, yg mgkin, sntiasa menunjukkan kasih sygnya kpd org yg dicintainya.... apapun, i know, my boo always love me... wpun kdg kala tingkah lakunya menyakitkan hatiku... hehehe... tp, seperti yg kita ketahui, xdanya "mr perfect".... coz, nobody is perfect.. belajarla menerima kenyataan.... ;p... 
kita kena mensyukuri apa yg kita ada... belajar untuk menyintai org yg menyayangi kita sepenuh hati.. jgn dikejar org yg kita syg, tp kejarlah org yg menyayangi kita, kerana org yg kita syg itu blm tentu menyayangi diri kita... tetapi, org yg menyayangi kita itulah, org yg blh menerima diri kita seadanya.... that's my opinion... coz, i didnt say it if i xmengalaminya.. i berkata mengikut pengalaman saya... dan Alhamdulillah, im hepi with my boo now~ 
thanks to all my family n frens yg sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan kami... amin... semoga perhubungan ini kekal ke akhir hayat~~
 

kdg2, bila difikirkan blik,tdk disangka jg perkenalan yg tdk disengajakan, blh mbuahkan bibit2 cinta~ dan melahirkan rasa syg yg amat mendalam... coz, perkenalan kmi sgt unik sekali... hanya Allah yg tahu... dan i know, my closet fren know about it~
n thanks to my boo coz give me a second chance to be a princess in your heart~~ really appriciate it.. n semua ini ada hikmahnya... dan takdir menentukan segalanya...... i promise to love u 4ever, selagi diriku msih bernafas~



pelbagai onak duri n cabaran yg kita tempuhi dlm menjalani hidup ini... pengalaman mengajar kita utk mjd lebih matang n kuat utk menempuh hari2 mendatang.... smua yg berlaku ada hikmahnya... semoga perhubungan ini berakhir ke jinjang pelamin dgn restu keluarga dan rahmat dr-NYA....  I LOVE U so much b...

Saturday, February 6, 2010

:::::LoVe:::::

 

Who Loves u?? of course yourself must love u more~ then, your family? n your beloved couple, right?? also your fren...

for me,  i know, my family really loves me so much.. today, 06 feb 2010, genap 1bulan, aku xblik kg.. really miss my family so much... hukhuk... i promise, i 'm go back to my village, if all my problem is settle... i know, all of u is waiting for me.. specially ayie,... hehe.. i know, ayie is waiting my her key-chain that i bought from Kuching.. sorry dear... hehee.. just wait 4 me, coz i already buy that thing 4 u.. specially 4 u~ n of course, abah, bibik, pkcik n mkcik gu is waiting for us.. me, my boo n k.ija~ long time no go back~ hehehe... just waiting for us ya... actually we also miss to mkn2 ramai2... warhgggg... terasa mo menangis, bila mengenangkan nya...

i love my family bcoz, their is very sproting n love us much~apapun conflict yg melanda keluargaku, tp keluargaku ttp mjd keutamaan ku... want to go to pantai again.. if i have much money, i want to bw all of them to holiday in some place that their like it... that is my dreams.. Insyaallah.. amin.,...




Friends


Zaman skg ni, masih ada lg ka angel friend? kwn2 yg sentiasa ada bila kita perlukan? kwn yg akan menyelamatkan kita bila kita ditimpa bencana? dan kwn2 yg blh bersama kita bila kita susah? well, mgkin dlm 10 org, ada sorang jak...

but, if diberi pilihan, aku lebih suka kwn2 zaman study, bbnding kwn2 zaman kerja~ ya, mgkin dulu time study, aku perna berselisih faham ngan kwn2ku.. tp still blh connect blik.. still blh jmpa n duduk ketawa semeja.. really miss them so much~ but, not workmate friend.. really not sporting n really make me migrain!!... mayb, dpn ok, but blkg?? hanya Allah yg tahu... 

i know im not a perfect friend.. but, i try do the best to make my all fren happy~ but, at last, aku yg dpt taikkk... really hate kwn talam dua muka..now, im trying not to trust other people... i just want to trust my self... try to ignore all about people life~ i just want to take care about my self, my famly n my true friend... not the "talam dua muka friends" ...

kalau la diberi peluang, ingin saja aku kembali ke zaman study dulu..huhuh.. oh, how i miss my schoolmate n study-mate friends~~ they all very sporting n always make me proud of them~ miss u all guys~ i know u all is my angel friends, right?? cuma mgkn, masa dan keadaan yg menyekat kita smua utk mengenal hati budi antara 1 sama lain.. but i know, kmu smua adalah kwn2 terbaik yg perna aku kenal~

specially my srk st paul school-mate, my sm st paul school mate, teknik likas school-mate n Politeknik Schoolmate.. u all are the best 4 me... i hope our relationship will last forever... love u my BFF...